To day just it

morning wednesday may 22^nd 2013. I drove my vehicle such doing common activity in workday. Arrived at the car pull placing my vehicle toward suttle bus. I walked hastily as remember morning will turn to noon. First step at stair of bus while say hallo to other passenger.  I saw all people and hold their hand.

First activity begun and i like usually prepare for all stuffs, and i just saw my friend played with a computer while his hand hold his phone. I knew he just throw dust in eye that he truly not play a computer but busy with facebook.

Such a thunder, i head bad sounds out of my leader that we all united to work gather for comeover a project belt scale. Okay story begin  i effort it the best, in my head never desire i hit my friend behind or give a trap to him in order he fault in this project. I just doing and presenting to other people typically give a chance to work and show their performents.  But what they though when i lend their to do. I just assessed i was not doing something whereas i wait a time to do my part , they acted like never know what’s patience and unconceive.  I evidently mad for this cheesy things. Admit it little confuse of this rule i worked by my self it means i unconsider the exist of my friend and otherwise if i witness they do, scowl will come and the environment turn to uncomfortable make me always wrong, sometimes i heard they talk about me ,like i treated  of them i loser and i wan’t doing a job. Ohh shit .

Honestly i was trying make my job excellent and the thing that i need is process to learn, i also had prove that i’ve done my task  yet, although need waste many time cause i keep did it by learn step by step. It’s enough this unappealing against me. I just meekly and i believe god behind me and he will show the truth .